27.8.06
it's a shame that i don't feel blissful when i'm often there telling people to feel happy and content. really envy the smiles on the faces i see around me.
come to think about it, there're people who are worse off. but they were able to get over with their problems. then it's time for me to reflect.
after all, being upset only makes me more upset. the damage is still done. it's hard but i should just resign to fate and get on with life. that's simply because life is never fair.
performed for a cultural exchange programme yesterday. it was ok i guess but no more co until after eoys. dunno whether should be glad or sad.
dennis: co now isn't as interesting as last time. now everytime just play for the sake of playing. not as fun already.
qiyu: since when was co fun? aiya we should have been borned a year earlier.
dennis: yea. but i pity randy they all. wish them good luck for syf next year.
qiyu: walau why can't we leave. we should rightfully have retired from co and the liangzhu concert. liangzhu plus dunno how many more songs by october is impossible.
dennis: hai now too late to cancel already. actually it's our fault la. but some juniors really really can't be bothered.
then we went on, listing them out.
and talked about co in the last 3.5 years.
dennis: so now everyone thinks our co is gold with honours, must be very good.
qiyu: ya, tell them we suck now they don't believe. and the concert at college auditorium got over 1000 seats, the audience sure got damn high expectations.
dennis: hai gg.
qiyu: don't get retained or you'll get to represent hcico in syf again next year.
i still can't see mars. tried my best to study bio. just the first page of cell division and i went Zz. this is seriously not going right for me.
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